there’s a man underground that will always love you.
We give up what we want when we want power; believe me. Now, you want to show me you have the heart to be king? Show me you can control it. Wrestle it to the ground, numb it with ice. But you cannot be what God made you, not if you mean to take my place.
I lost more than I thought
That’s when love became a war [x]
You know when you’re drowning you don’t actually inhale until right before you black out. It’s called voluntary apnea. It’s like no matter how much you’re freaking out, the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won’t open your mouth until you feel like your head’s exploding. Then when you finally do let it in, that’s when it stops hurting. It’s not scary anymore. It’s.. actually kind of peaceful.
You’re fucking terrified. Just like the night you met me. I was sure you’d run back home. But you didn’t. You said, “I’m going with him.”